something isn't quite right, and for once i'm not waxing lyrical about what's going on up in my head, or not entirely. if you couldn't tell from the last two posts on this place, i've been having some mood swings, quite a bit "stronger" than i think is, uh, typical. i'm not sure why. despite all of my gender related complaints on here, it's not like i'm on hormones or something.
i haven't been eating as much, either. i'm not starving by any means but my appetite is a little smaller than i'm used to, and i've been (quite slowly) losing a little weight. just yesterday - i thought i'd ate fine, certainly i felt sated - i suddenly felt quite weak while tidying some stuff away. i recovered a bit after having something to eat, but i wasn't even hungry. it's quite strange - just today i felt a little weak after playing a rhythm game in the local arcade despite having just eaten before. not like yesterday, but enough to notice.
i feel fine otherwise - a spot under the weather, but it's december and my body is really doing quite well fending off the flu in any case. i'm particularly confused because i don't really see an obvious cause for either of these things, not to mention that they don't feel connected, not like how you can tell that you're in a particularly bad mood because you're hungry. yesterday they were totally opposed - i was in a great mood but ended up with a bout of weakness.
i'm just confused, and i suppose i should stay a little weary. it's nothing serious, or at least i don't have any reason to believe that's the case. ah well.